Old Age Boo Hoos

almost 62 now-
feelings of falling panic
in stomach/
dizzy sense recalling
life history/
fell length of rabbit Hole
weightless/
sky diving panic frenzy
passes/
waits it’s turn again –
@ times feel like the
tears kept swallowed
will volcano out leaving
empty husk –
and we all leave Alone/
like waiting in line
for horrifying amusement
Ride/
you might be with
friends lovers family/
but you Ride alone
nonetheless…
isolated & private
in the moment
& it’s you just you
just you…